Written by TYYYY
Holes
Im too tired to police narratives
I don’t have the energy anymore to correct how people see things, tell the story accurately, or defend myself against misunderstandings.
If I still have to police the narrative, then what I’ve done so far, wasn’t enough. But at what point, does that no longer become my fault?
People will find a reason, there will always be holes.
“IM ALWAYS GOING TO HAVE HOLES. THERES ALWAYS GOING TO BE HOLES IN MY PERSONALITY. ALWAYS. But i’d rather be disliked in the process of doing something i enjoy than hide, just to try and be flawless”
You can think, but you can’t think for them. I can’t comprehend for them. You strive to achieve balance , but there will be holes. And your people will fill them.
Those who know my heart, will fill in the blanks correctly.
Which holes are you willing to accept?
“There are many sides to me, I don’t agree with any individually.”
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